XIE XIE SHIJUN AND XUELI FOR PRINTING THE REPORTS WHEN IT SUPPOSED TO BE MY JOB. kinda busy during POlite period. had been going home late and feeling lethargic most of time.

ytd played against RP. lost. =/
i got nothing to say. plainly: disappointed, mad at myself,guilty.
i showed the vulnerable side of me when going home. showed the emotional side of me on the bus to tanah merah station. i guess the girls saw it too. =/ and i am truly sorry. because i kept recalling back to that particular moment.. that moment when rss vs ass during northzone 07 when we supposed to have very high chances of getting into the top 4 and we totally blew it. i remember bursting out in tears when i got into the taxi. i remembered spraining my ankle at that time too. that FEELING was there again, after ytd match. i felt it this way, AGAIN. and i hate to be disappointed when i know we can do much better.

tml against TP. we all know it would be another tough match to endure. i hope we dont repeat minor mistakes again, esp for myself. i have to remind myself again and again. i DONT wish to miss any shots tml. hopefully.

thanks peishing, jacyln, jiahui and jessica for the concern. i know it is over. and i will do my best for tml! i hate showing my emotions in front of ppl. i dont want to be seen as a weak person. but sometimes i cant help it too.

all the best girls! =)

anyway, ytd morning, we celebrated yisin's bdae in advance! =) she got a big scare, when the 17 of us showed up from nowhere with the cake and sang the song loud and clear with sooo many ppl walking around. =) HAHA. her expression was priceless. i think she was so freaked out that she hardly spoke when cutting the cake and when the whole thing is over. hahaa!!

well, more surprises up. =)

and merci joline for lending me the shoes. =) i will return u back the whole thing is over, in perfectly clean state. =)))

i am passionate about tennis and one day i gonna try it!!!!!!! but netball.... =( i want to try lots of things in my poly life. i dont want a mundane poly life and one day when i look back i know i did not waste that 3 years of my life. sounds pessimistic? well, took the personality test during GEMs and i am a phlegmatic person.

oh ya i forgot to mention that i felt humilated ytd. for the match and the stupid tennis ''tryouts'' btw, xiexie eunice for acc me. OMG!

i pointed the MIDDLE finger at shijun!!! because i was VERY PISSED OFF AND ANNOYED WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT guai2 and relate it to me!! it was only a moment of fury. =) no offense girl!

anyway, sorry la. =)

TML GOT ________________

I fill that up in next few days. =)

VS RP tml, and my ankle hurts. [sprained ytd] =/ hope i get well by tml!!!!!!!!!!!!! For the coming week,

mon: training in the morning
tue: french lesson in the evening
wed&fri: MATCHES at night
thur:practical lesson till 4plus.

in other words, i would be busy. =/

msg-ed jacyln a couple of hours ago, asked her if she want to meet up 1st at the station. She replied,'' Okays =) zzz, public holiday still need to train, sian! haha. see u. ''

THAT particular sentence aroused me. ''zzz public holiday''. I ALMOST forgot tml, Monday, 27oct 08, is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY! it is DEEPAVALI!!!!! and we are going back to school at 10am for training. =/

yup, i was relented alright. C'mon, it's the HOLIDAY, where u can rest the whole day doing nothing or simply just enjoy the day, slacking and using the computer whatsoever. =/ i guess most of us feel this way too. haha. anyway we came back during hari raya too. so no big deal also LO.

and i bet some ppl reading this post would be mocking at me, while they are busying doing whatever things[must be some slacking stuffs to do], i would be in school training my ass off for POlite. i HOPE it would be a cooling day, NOT sunny day. NO MORE SUN-BURNT! i gonna apply sun-block in the morning.

and maybe some kind souls would take a pity on me? haha. and treat me to movies and stuffs? YEAH!!! [*dreaming right now]

anyway, ytd night, i dreamt that i was swimming with some ppl but i cant recall who and i was swimming like a pro! haha!!!!! and there were ppl trying to compete with me. LOL. THAT would NEVER happen in real life, because i am a TERRIBLE swimmer.

brother went to a basketball tournament,representing his dunno which club[from my own knowledge, i think he got 3 clubs? not including NUS] to fight for the 1st placing, and guess what??

HE GOT IT! yup, that's right, they won. =) so congrats to him. =)

i am still waiting for SOMEONE TO SEND ME HIS ANSWERS FOR THE CPP A REPORT. i am damn freaking suay[i not going to use foul words] to be in the same group as guai2. FOR THE 3 PRACTICALS OUT OF 4, i am stuck in the same group with him. WHY? BECAUSE, our register no. are quite close. i am 13, he is 15. ok, IS VERY CLOSE. that's why. =/ i will TRY to work with him la. i would put aside my prejudice, for the sake of the reports, for the sake of MY GPA. enough of him already.

by the way, High School Musical 3 is out!!!!!! i want to watch!!!!!!!!!!!! anyone one wants to acc me??????????????????????????????????????????



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELISSA.C! =)

match later. jiayoujiayou!

edited:
haha, my poly clique are so sooooo funny. =) and we gossiped about GUAIGUAI! AND stop singing that stupid retarded song! haha!!!!!!! today, i was released early, about half and hr earlier. woohooo. so now in the library with yuzhen,xueli and ngu kneng! haha!!!!! so relunctant to go for training la, but POlite is just two days away! i rotted the whole day. so nothing to blog.

i missed my chance again!!!!! for the sports elective module. DAMN!!! better luck next time,had to wait for the next sem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH. =(

tml is a busy day, and i have to carry heavy bag!!!

lecture notes and practical manuals, shirt, FBT short, adaptor,pencil case, water bottle,lappy,shoebag. WTH.

i guess i have to wait before i can get my PSP. =/ finally know the restaurant that i wanted to go again. MOF, at suntec. it is a jap restaurant/cafe. cck also has another branch but it sells only desserts i think. remember i told joline abt this. hey, we must go there one day ok! save money!!!!

nothing to blog. zzzzz

mum says choose your companion VERY CAREFULLY. i totally agree with her.

i think i going to hk ba. =) MY POCKETS ARE GETTING LIGHTER AND LIGHTER. DAMN.

pri school friend, jiaying. met her at yishun platform! haha. i think is on wed. her eyes are still as big as before! i tried my best to open as large as possible!!!! REALLY.


during MIP practical. done by mrs leong. these are crystals which formed when melting. initially it was plastic! damn nice. viewed using a special kind of microscope.


this is done by xueli. she really is smart. she managed to make the crystals appear so nice. while most of us failed! LOL. initially: nylon if i rmber correctly. the purple part are air bubbles.


YES! FINALLY A DAY WHEN I CAN GO HOME EARLY.

from the start of the school till thur, i spent almost 1ohrs plus at school a day. ZZZZ. ytd i reached home at 1130pm!!!! DAMN it. there was match ytd, with Click. i think we still need alot of push and definitely confidence! =) but i am sure we are a good team who really tries very hard. because i can see we really improve alot for the whole of september. =) My 1st POlite match is coming!! it is on the wed at 630pm at Simei ITE. anyone supporters??? HAHA.





i want my $20 back! i paid the jersery from my pocket money. now for this week i am really very broke. somemore, i gave another 10bucks to binhui for class fund and i still owe 2bucks! zzz and i owe joline hy and yisin money!!!!!!





went to west mall with the girls today. had fun at timezone! HAHA!!!! =) we should go again and break all the records!





GEMs on wed. it was ok! knew quite a few who live near by.

oh ya, we can use edusave for the sports tour! yeah. now more ppl are going. i think i going too!!! haha. but how to check if u still have money in ur edusave????? currently in school right now. lesson ended early too, 1hour earlier. so now i am slacking at the library, sitting on a comfortable couch and yup, using my lappy!!! shall wait for another 2 hours and plus for french lesson. =/

training ytd with skip. before that, coach asked us to skip. wth, made my legs sore and tired. how to run and keep up with the pace later? zzzz. nevertheless, i still survived. =)

and i am sorry if i gave any one of you a very fucked up face. 1st thing because, i was tired and i am not really used to hearing ppl call me by my nickname. only my family will and maybe some good friends will too. but then, i am cool with it la. just dont always call me that. i think i am more used to it if LAO DA or whatever is use. HAHA!!! just kidding. i am a very impatient person. is just that i dont really show out that much. but i get pretty annoyed if keep calling my nickname. =)

anyway, NO BAD BLOOD OR WHATSOEVER FOR THIS POST. just a post to express how i think and feel. MY BLOG ANYWAY. WHY SHOULD U CARE? =)

POlite is coming!!!!!!! SP NETBALLERS JIAYOU! a couple of hours later, i would be setting off. to where??? to sp of course. 1st day of school in sem 2. zzz. still in the holidaying mood.

mum was sick. so we stayed at home today. well, next time then. the most impt thing is to get well soon!!

sylvia msg today, telling us to prepare $35 for the jersery. TMD. so ex. but lucky still got the subsidise. to those who know me well, i hate to pay things that are ex, or over my budget. i am stingy with money, which i am not afraid to admit. so i wont really care if ppl call me a stingy person. my own business. anyway, for the hongkong trip, i hope to pay by edusave. $600plus is way out off the question. 4days 3 nights, i dont think it worth. i need to fork out $100 for netball shoes too. =/

i dont like to be the joker of the day sometimes. =/

i HATE DEALING WITH MONEY. HEYHEY

FINALLY i get to watch MAMMA MIA! with mummy. we went cwp to catch it. initially she doesnt want to watch, but i convinced her that it would be nice. she was afraid she would fall asleep in the cinema. haha. shopped for awhile and settled down at gelare for sandwich and cake. to my surprise, i saw joline!! haha. well, not that surprise since we all always hang out at cwp.

watched 330pm show. overall, i think it was ok. rated 8/10. LOVE THE SONGS! esp The Winner Takes It All-ABBA. quite nice and meaningful. i loved the scenery! greece so beautiful!!mum said it was ok too. dage's blog has the song, do check it out even though she hardly update. maybe i will put it in my blog. bought mochi and went home.

tml we are going to suntec and dine at this jap restaurant! the food there are fantastic, from my point of view la. =) kinda miss my poly clique. =/

2 more days to school reopen. =/ nothing to blog about. basically rotted at home. and i am hungry. no one to be blamed but me, because i refuse to go out and eat. =/

starting school in 3 days times. oh well... i am back from training camp!!!!!!!!!

overall, it was tedious, tiring, funny and enjoyable.

did many fitness training. gym,running,balls drills and such. had a friendly game with skip. i think we did quite well. and yes, we really improved alot. so later at night against speed again, we must do our best!!!!!!!

took some photos using peishing's camera. upload it when i am free.

got my gem module. psychology and counselling. thanks yisin for the help! =)
yisin and linghuan took the same course as me. yisin is in the same class as me too! that's good.

timetable for sem 2 is bad. almost everyday need to come at 8am, which is almost the same as sem 1. it ends so late somemore. ZZZZ

mon: 8am to 4pm training
tue: 10am to 4pm french
wed: 8am to 3pm. 1to3pm for gem. training
thur: 8am to 5pm DAMN training
fri: 10am to 12pm.this is the most ridiculous. character development somemore.

as u can see, i am quite busy. HAHA! but after POlite, it would be much better. thur
had a match with speed.TIRED. need to really put in alot of effort. cant afford to make careless mistake. and my shooting gotta to be 100% accurate. afterall, netball is a shooting game. u got the ball and if u cant shoot in, that's it. all would be gone.
injuries!! strained my thigh muscle and my knee hurts. =/


fri
rotted at home. went to take a long at my GEMs modules, and i have decided to choose psychology and counselling as 1st choice. BUT, i wont be around to register as i have a camp on mon to wed. oh ya, thanks yisin! =) she gonna help me register. =)

for the rest of the choices, i am still thinking.........
and i finished watching HEROES SEASON 2. cant watch for season 3! thanks alvina for lending me the DVDs.


sat
went junction 8. had cartel for lunch cum dinner. i LOVE their bread, those free flow bread. not because it is free, it is the taste and aroma that make me FALL IN LOVE WITH IT! next time i gonna make one of that!!!!!!!!! bought slippers too.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILI! BEST WISHES. MY WISHES ARE ALL IN THE SMS THAT I SENT U. HAHA! =)

then i shall wish her again. 生日快乐 rotting~

match later in school. LUCK IS MUCH NEEDED!!! =/

swimming tml. NO TANNING/SUNBURNT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!