hey all! currently rotting. i want my phone to be ringing. CALL ME ANYONE?? FOR WORK.

went job hunting today with hy and ah jing.
fruitless trip though. sry for wasting time. haha
so i waiting for watson and breadtalk calls.
hopefully either one call?
jia you hy for tml! your 1st day at pop
ah jing dont fall asleep during training ar.

ok bye~was it a wrong choice, quitting pop?
suan lo. 旧的不去，新的不来。还有i not afraid of cashier ok. i just dont like working at pop. so many things. SHITTY.

i think i go study la. go learn foreign lang. or go find job as cleaner la. [SO DESPERATE LIAO] LOL

EVERYTHING MY FAULT. HAPPY?
UR CAT DIE, BLAME ME
RAINING, BLAME ME
COMPUTER SPOILED, BLAME ME
CANT FIND JOB, BLAME
U LOSE UR THINGS, BLAME ME
FOR ANY FUCKING THINGS JUST BLAME ME. I WILL BE SOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY TO TAKE ALL THE FUCKING BLAME.

U SAY U DONT KNOW ME AT ALL. I DONT EVEN WANT U TO KNOW ME AT ALL. COS U WONT TAKE A FUCKING MINUTE TO SIT DOWN AND TALK TO ME NICELY. U JUST WANT A FUCKING ROBOT/DOG TO LISTEN TO U AND DO EVERYTHING U WANT ME TO.
DONT TRY TO KNOW ME. I WILL JINX U. EVERYTHING MY FAULT.

SCREW YOU.
GET UR DAMN PSP AWAY FROM ME COS I WILL MAKE IT SPOIL. COS I AM STUPID AND IGNORANT.

SCREW YOU AGAIN.

DONT TAG THE DAMN BOARD. PLS. I DONT WISH TO MAKE ANY COMMENT TO ANYONE. IF U DO TAG, DONT EXPECT A FUCKING REPLY.

SCREW YOU TIMES INFINITY. so sian la. went to so many places still cant find any jobs. LOL.
went for the italian restaurant interview at somerset with justin. the manager said that too young somemore no experience. then recommended us go amk hub new york new york ask. so we went. then again, someone there told us to leave our telephone no only. then went check ask. still the same. but check like so SLACK. LOL. bused to tampiness. justin was smitten by a chio girl. LOL. she interviewed us. hope can find lo. and justin again kept smiling to himself, say that girl so chio sia... HAHAAA. BOYS!

969 home. brought a waffle home. and here i am. so in all, i am waiting for calls from:

NTUC
check
new york new york
and that girl.
HEHEE.

i want watch enchanted!!!! hey! been awhile since i last posted.
yup, i quited popular. haha. last sat was my last day. nvm la. look for other jobs lo. well, i will get one soon!! hehe. going down town for a interview. PT waitress at a italian place. lol. i dont even know where the heck is this place lo. went to NTUC for interview at civic. they say will call me. hope is retail assistant. HAHAA. no cashier PLS. lalaaa. anyone can acc me tml to the job interview??? i dont want go alone leh.. so SIAN.

just uploaded prom nite photos. go see see ba~ hmm... last day tml. haha. i am happy. i can sleep soundly at night? saw ms nora and ms hesley. saw jia hao working at popular also. surprised. had breakfast cum lunch cum dinner with jol. hy came shortly. walked around cwp in search of new job. found one at check but had to go amk hub for interview de. so i am thinking of going there tml morning. chatted, laughed. both of u made my day brighter. =) to find a job that u like is hard. what's more is that i working temporary only.

anyway. the photos are up!! sry to keep u all waiting. go click the photos link at the friends link there. =) as long as i dont work there, nightmares wont come again. in fact, i had sweet dreams. LOL. anyway, sorry jade and qh for the phone calls ytd. sorry mum for sounding rude in the calls, but u are so overbearing that i simply want to ignore u. go ahead and throw all my things. better still, go and throw me out of the house. i would be very delighted. i guess in this house/family, dad treats me the best.cos u are my mother, i didnt talk back. i did it cos i respected u. but u are not respecting me by throwing my things on the floor. only u can have tempers. ONLY YOU. FINE~

anyway, cousin xenia did well for her PSLE. she got 274. HAHA. damn smart girl. congrates! heard she want to go raffles girls. lol. sure go in de la!!!! haha. oh, the highest is 294. that person is completely insane. almost all the subjs, he/she got full marks ba. kids nowadays are getting smarter. =) hmm.. i am tired already. i dont want to quit halfway also. but it is ridiculous la. why do we have to do so much things? being a cashier needs to do more than just collecting money. i have been trying to relax. i think i may quit the job. though the ppl there are friendly and nice, but it just dont suit me. ytd, dad came to pick me up at the bus stop. told him that i want to quit already and poured out all my worries to him. he was understandable. he said ok, as i wish as long as i dont give myself so much stress. anyway, i came out to work for experience ma... for what i gave myself so much stress. told mum abt it also. she doesnt understand why. she kept asking what had happened. really, nth happened. i did look forward to this job. broke down. felt terribly fucked up. mum wanted me to give up the job but i said, do for a couple of days 1st. maybe i am still new to this job. anyway tania, nightmares came to hunt me again. couldnt sleep well ytd.

felt so bored
felt so useless.
i want to look for another job. anyone can help me? PROM NIGHT 07



erm they gave this sticker to stick on our hand. erm.. i dunno for why. LOL

edited:
very bored now. STILL uploading the photos for the bbq. haha. took quite alot and the size super big. so takes time. when i done uploading, i will say. so.... wait patiently!! HEY I AM BACK!!!!!!!!! wow, working at popular is:

--> TIRING
-->VERY VERY VERY BUSY
-->NEEDS TO LEARN ALOT OF THINGS
-->AND MY FEETS HURTS!

hmm, well, served some familiar ppl also. LOL. and really la, i din see jing leh. haha. maybe u too insignificant or u dont look like a customer. HAHA. nxt time call me ma. jade also came to disiao. LOL. fortunately, today i got to rest. and tml and tue. YEAH! today would be tiring cos many ppl. i mean MANY means EXTREMELY MANY PPL. prom tml. hmm..feel abit bored.

well, photos of the bbq will SOON be uploaded. wait patiently, JOLINE-CHAN. psp very fun to play leh!!!!

anyway, popular got ALOT of discounts. if u wanna buy books faster go buy ba. if u are member even MORE discount. i made new friends also. LOL. =) BYE!!

I WANT WESTLIFE NEW ALBUM. DONT CARE IF IT IS NOT NICE. I WANT!!!!! i think got discount for me if i buy from CD rama. LOL hey! BBQ was fun la. slept all the way to 11pm. LOL. dat was the only time i wake up till so late!!!! cos of exams and such, had to wake up early. anyway, photos will be uploaded. click my multiply link at my blog's friends links there. ok.. gtg go and prepare liao. later going shopping!! and also go see tania!!! moral support!!! jia you. soon, tml will be my turn!!!!!!!


edited:
met up with hy jade wei. bused to bugis. lol i guess we shldnt take bus. LOL. so long. shopped. wei brought the most items, i brought only a lollipop necklace. wanted the lollipop ear rings, but SO EX. cos $10. if cost $5, then i surely buy. then trained back to woodlands. had dinner. tania helped us book table. she looked freaking tired la. haha, sick ma. then james came to join us.walked up to popular and see how tania cope with her work. LOL. seems slacky. then took neoprints. it was a very sudden decision. LOL. ok la, took le still nt bad. then...... HOME! =)

1st day of work tml! =)

anyway, happy birthday to qianhui and weiwei! MON
hmm..... O LEVEL IS OVER!!!!!!!!! I AM A FREE PERSON NOW! =))))))))))))))
immediately, i went to buy hair dye. well, nt that fast of course. hesitated for quite a long time. met up with jing hy and jade. all of us discussing abt the BBQ thingy. DAMN FRUSTRATING? lol. hope we all have fun! home and went out again for dinner. played PSP. damn, addicted!! lol.mum is also playing!! drove bro to his camp and we went back home. dyed hair. the colour turned out to be......... i dunno.. u see for urselves. haha. the colour shld be abit purple-ish black. LOL.

AND U GUYS ALMOST LOST ME FOREVER OK! WHEN I WAS WALKING BACK TO MY HOME AFTER ALIGHING FROM THE LIFT, I SAW MY NEIGHBOUR'S DOG. HE DID NOT LEASH HIS DOG LA. I TOT IT WAS OK TO GO OVER TO MY DOOR THERE. THEN WHEN I REACHING, THE DOG SUDDENLY BREAK LOOSE FROM HIS MASTER AND CAME RUNNING TOWARDS ME.[ALMOST RUNNING]. LUCKILY, HIS OWNER CAME TO STOP HIM. ITS MENACING LOOKING FACE AND HUGH BODY SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME. MY HEART ALMOST POPPED OUT LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN SENSE THAT HE WAS HUNGRY AND LOOKED AS IF I WAS HIS DINNER!!!!!!!! DAMN IT! NOW, i got probia liao. whenever i see that dog, i gonna stay very very VERY far away from it.if i had to run, i would be a world class runner. THAT DOG SCARED ME~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i tot he was quite ok, except for his gigantic size. maybe i was timid, coward. bet dad and bro would also be frighten. HAHA. i din even shout nor scream already. so i am QUITE bold already!


TODAY.
BBQ LATER IN THE EVENING!!!!! have fun ba! =))
woke up early today. went polyclinic....shall not elaborated. waited for quite long. maby many MANY PPL. took my medicine and bused home. saw pri sch friend, Wan Ting. she having bio paper. good luck! brought pancake home. hope time passes quickly, i want go out!!!!! ROTTING AT HOME. I JUST DID THAT YTD. I WANT NEW SONGS! went town ytd with mama. shopped from 11plus till 4 plus. DAMN TIRED LA.walked till got blisters. 1st to wistma, then taka, then CK tangs then BACK TO wistma.. saw sth i like but too ex.shopped for quite long in isetan[correct?] then brought nth. to pretty fit and saw sth both of us like. hmm... hesitated and decided to go far east. haha. so undecisive i know. then it was there i brought that prom dress!! yes! finally! BUT i look weird in it?? hope nice lo. to CK tangs again. brought a small handbag. to pretty fit again. bet that salegirl laughing at me. brought shoes and mama brought her bag.

trained home. to northpoint. brought eye shadow. mama was asking, do i really know how to make-up? haha i told her:''like that like that lo''. i used my hands and demonstrated to her. LOL. gonna share money buy that PURPLE masarca. hehe.i so vain. then finally we were back home! =) last tuition later in the night. watched tv and slept.

today
hmm.. shall rot and study at home. S.I.A.N

oh ya, were chatting with simin on tue abt netball. she asked me when was my best moment with netball. sth like that. i replied it was during our trainings in sec 1 and the matches in early sec2. haha, she also agreed. hey~ left with phys/chem paper 1 on mon!!! then after that, i will be totally FREE!!!!!

gotta edit on my plan..
THUR: shopping with mama
FRI:stay at home to rot/study
SAT: maybe going out for swensens with them?
SUN: rot/study.

yeah, miss netball.. and i gotta admit, i old liao la... run 12 laps for warm-up?? hahaaa.super tired. and my muscle ache.
when are we going to play bb??? the ''WE'' means brothers.haha. suppose to play this morning but bro was sleeping like a dead pig.. well, i too. but then, i was still the one who arrived early today at the lib..HAHA i reached at 10am.bro came back home already.. told us abt his stay in india. went swensens to celebrate his return. chicken baked rice rocks!

my plan for nxt week:
MON-->papers then SLACKED/GO HOME EARLY.
TUE--> BBQ CUM BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR WEI AND QH
WED--> maybe shopping again?? or SLACK/ROT AT HOME?
THUR-->WORK!!!! wanna ask tania and jol for breakfast also..
FRI-->work again.
[will be updated!]

and i miss my dear nat cousin.. =) gameplan later at 3pm! VENICE came out!!!! OH MY GOD!!! so HENG OK!!! lucky i concentrated on venice. hehee. overall, for the 1st time, i think that ss was manageable. haha. but cant be so sure that i can do well la, cos i wrote craps on the source-based.

TUE:netball
WED:study in lib[maybe]
THUR:STUDY
FRI:STUDY
SAT:GOING OUT TO GET MY PROM DRESS[MAYBE]
SUN:STUDY.

hehe. i must score for MCQs!!!!!!!!! BYE. updating later....... and we saw that ah siao uncle!!!! he prayed to the cold storage basket!!!!!

i wanna buy lots of things!!!!! at least i think i will spend around $100 plus plus. SIAN LA hmm.. mum persuaded me to withhold the call to robinson. says if i cant cope with the work at popular, i still got backup. LOL. 不愧是人在江湖这么多年了。BUT i decided to drop Robinson.

had MY fulfilling sleep today. woke up almost 11 today. so good!!! dreamed alot of things. haha. watched tv then swept the floor. later i gotta mop the damn floor. and mama so........ NAGGING. haha. called to ask me get my own breakfast, i mean LUNCH. then i say ok. called after barely 5mins that there is HL milk in the fridge, ask me go drink. LOL. i knew there was milk and is already half-empty. haha. ss sss ssssssss ssss ssss ss sss ss ss ss ss ss sss sssssssssss SOCIAL STUDIES TODAY AND TML!

good luck everyone! =)


anyway, GAME PLAN ON MONDAY AFTER OUR SS. AROUND NOON? ANYONE WANNA WATCH? SMS ME. sian sian sian! faster call!!!!!!!! go wat lunch. call liao then go eat la! will post again later abt this.

CALL NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn regretted for rejecting! lol


[edit]
HEY GREAT NEWS! i am employed by popular. i called back. LOL. thick-skinned. cos i want the job ma. thought of it for quite long lo. sorry jol. ps u liao. so i will be officially working on 15 nov. WOW . damn rush la. o lvl ends on 12 nov then 3 days later i have to go work. TAI KAI XIN LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but at the same time nervous. now i dunno how to tell the robinson.well, pick up that damn phone man!!!

phys paper SUCK. fcuking annoyed and disappointed. think i let down my tuition teacher. lol. wasted my mum's money also. what's done is done. if i ever wish to get a pass then i have to work double triple hard for paper 1. had yakun for breakfast with bros and diann, px and jt. slacked at corridor. chatted then home. totally forgotten abt my bus stamp. so bused till northpoint. brought the tickets and home. btw, i helped an old lady top up her ezlink card! haha. but i almost caused a fight cos of my stupidness. HAIZ. lucky got one uncle came to save me! =) after it was resolved, i quickly left the scene. haha. cpcc's bb court has renovated le. yeah!!!! some ppl already started to play.

gonna sleep or study ss???? PICK UP THE PHONE, ROBINSON!!!!!!! grrrr... Robinson called jol but din call me tania nor hy. SIAN. well, jol accepted the job but she will be alone...... must be very sian la. haha. without us right?? LOLOL. anyway, must make friends ar. if not lunch have to eat by yourself. LOL. make cute shuai friends!

anyway, i was the most early person to reach lib. haha. crowded as usual. studied phys then went out for lunch. tania and i decided that we should find jobs in cwp, so we did! went popular to try our luck. yup, immediately, we were asked to fill up a form and went thru a interview with the person-in-charge! so fast! dunno if we will be employed. hope the two of us receive the call on sat!!! =) met up with hy.saw her nice hairstyle. haha ok la. nt too bad!! =) promised her that i will go for netball nxt tue. support them!! but also to have fun. gotta ask simin and qh ba. lol.

back to lib. studied and left at 4pm. wandered around cwp cos i was undecisive. LOL. finally i brought pancake and oreo donut for DINNER.lol. cos i simply doesnt want to eat rice and noodle for dinner. sudden craving. dunno why. bus-ed home. that uncle sitting behind us so irritating. and disgusting?

gotta run, later having phys tuition. phys paper 2 tml. jia you everyone! face ur dreadful subj with courage. i am sure our class can do it! =)